Thursday, December 27, 2012

 Terima kasih mak abah belikan rantai mutiara ni masa kat beijing . Terima kasih sangat. Rantai ini berbentuk Love , yang bulat tu je mutiara . fina pilih sendiri , macam-macam design ada . 

Sekarang ni , tinggal rantai liverpool dengan rantai kunci je . Harap akan datang dapat rantai berbentuk kunci daripada sesorang yang ikhlas mencintai fina . 



 
fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh pehhhhhhhhh hahahaha

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

 
sesiapa yang mencintai saya , sanggupkah awak buat ni untuk saya ? buat la . katakanlah engkau menyintai diriku ini . 



Tuesday, December 18, 2012

If you love me by me :)




Kaulah yang aku hargai
Sentiasa disisi
Pabila ku perlukan mu
Ku hanya memanggil

T'lah lama ku mengharapkan
 
agar kita bersama
Tak ku sangka jadi begini,
Boy what did you do to me?

If you love me ,
If you want me ,
Say good night and I love you .
If you love me
If you want me ,
Balas lah cintaku ni baby .
Janganlah kau pergi dari hidupku ,
Kerna ku tak sanggup melupakanmu .
Kiss me
Show me
Really really love me 
Kerna ku sayang , sayangkan mu .

Pabila kau datang padaku
Ku bagaikan bermimpi
So boy let's write a fairytale
and show 'em how we feel
 
Yang ku cintai
ku sayangi
hanyalah dirimu
yang ku inginkan
ohh that's you
jangan kau tinggalkan ku
i want you love
I need your love
 
 If you love me ,
If you want me ,
Say good night and I love you .
If you love me
If you want me ,
Balas lah cintaku ni baby .
Janganlah kau pergi dari hidupku ,
Kerna ku tak sanggup melupakanmu .
Kiss me
Show me
Really really love me 
Kerna ku sayang , sayangkan mu
Kau lah yang ku impikan
Takkan ku melupakan
and no matter what,
 
you're always number one
yes Kiss me
Show me
Really really love me 
Kerna ku sayang , sayangkan mu
Hold me too tight

If you love me ,
If you want me ,
Say good night and I love you .
If you love me
If you want me ,
Balas lah cintaku ni baby .
Janganlah kau pergi dari hidupku ,
Kerna ku tak sanggup melupakanmu .
Kiss me
Show me
Really really love me 
Kerna ku sayang , sayangkan mu

Kau berdiri disitu
Ku tanya diriku
Apa patut ku pergi berbicara denganmu?
Harus ku akui
Bahawa ku cintakanmu
I want you love
I need your love 

Kau berdiri disitu
Ku tanya diriku
Apa patut ku pergi berbicara denganmu?
Harus ku akui
Bahawa ku cintakanmu
I want you love
I need your love

 jyeah , semalaman fina tulis lirik . fina tk goole translit lirik mereka , fina cuma buat lirik fina ikut kata hati . harap semua suka . fina cuma buat lirik yang perempuan je . yang lelaki tak . try la nyanyi :)

Monday, December 17, 2012

 
hug me like this and i’ll fall in love with you

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Friday, December 14, 2012

Let's called me fee :)



 tolong la dengar tolong la dengar , kalau dengar mesti nak joget mcm dalam video tu . hihi . saya tahu anda semua benci kpop tapi entah la saya suka lagu ni , mungkin sebab jay park kot . okay fee sebenarnya suka bigbang . terlampau minat mereka . dan dan fee jugak minat Jay park . hihi .tu je minat , yang lain tak . degar la lagu ni .  
  sebenarnya la kan , fee nak bahasakan melayu lagu ni , yang korea punya lirik la , yang BI tu biarkan . hihi ASAP . nak buat lirik sendiri :)
haha omg , saya gelarkan diri saya fee . hahahaha 



Remember & forget


Give & never remember. Receive & never forget.
-Kimora Lee Simmons.


Its funny how we fret about all these little things that are insignificant. Its funny how we have so much that we slowly forget how to appreciate the little things in life. Its funny how lovers become strangers. Its funny how some of us leave a plate of food on the table when there are people eating sand in different parts of the world. Its funny how a girl worries about what to wear when another girl falls asleep wishing to not wake up the next day. Its funny how we take the people around us for granted,only to realise what we've done when they stop breathing. If life were a person,he would have had a wicked sense of humour

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

How to say "I Love You" in 100 Languages


English – I love you
Afrikaans – Ek het jou lief
Albanian – Te dua 

Arabic – Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic – Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian – Yes kez sirumen
Bambara – M’bi fe
Bangla – Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian – Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya – Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian – Obicham te
Cambodian – Bong Salang Oun ([ to a female ])
Cambodian - Oun Salang Bong([ to Male])
Cantonese Chinese – Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan – T’estimo
Cheyenne – Ne mohotatse
Chichewa – Ndimakukonda
Corsican – Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol – Mi aime jou
Croatian – Volim te
Czech – Miluji te
Danish – Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch – Ik hou van jou
Esperanto – Mi amas vin
Estonian – Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian – Afgreki’
Faroese – Eg elski teg
Farsi – Doset daram
Filipino – Mahal kita
Finnish – Mina rakastan sinua
French – Je t’aime, Je t’adore
Frisian РIk h̢ld fan dy
Gaelic – Ta gra agam ort
Georgian – Mikvarhar
German – Ich liebe dich
Greek – S’agapo
Gujarati – Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon – Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian – Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)
Hebrew – Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew – Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon – Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi – Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong – Kuv hlub koj
Hopi – Nu’ umi unangwa’ta
Hungarian – Szeretlek
Icelandic – Eg elska tig
Ilonggo – Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian – Saya cinta padamu
Inuit – Negligevapse
Irish – Taim i’ ngra leat
Italian – Ti amo
Japanese – Aishiteru / Suki Desu
Kannada – Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan – Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili – Nakupenda
Konkani – Tu magel moga cho
Korean – Sarang Heyo
Latin – Te amo
Latvian – Es tevi miilu
Lebanese – Bahibak
Lithuanian – Tave myliu
Malay – Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam – Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese – Wo ai ni
Marathi – Me tula prem karto
Mohawk – Kanbhik
Moroccan – Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl – Ni mits neki
Navaho – Ayor anosh’ni
Norwegian – Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan – Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan – Inaru Taka
Papiamento – Mi ta stimabo
Persian – Doo-set daaram
*** Latin – Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish – Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese – Eu te amo
Romanian – Te iubesc
Russian – Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic – Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian – Volim te
Setswana – Ke a go rata
Sign Language – „,/ (represents position of fingers when signing’I Love You’)
Sindhi – Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux – Techihhila
Slovak – Lu`bim ta
Slovenian – Ljubim te
Spanish – Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili – Ninapenda wewe
Swedish – Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German – Ich lieb Di
Tagalog – Mahal kita
Taiwanese – Wa ga ei li
Tahitian – Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil – Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu – Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai – Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai – Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish – Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian – Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu – mai aap say pyaar karta hoo (the best way )
Vietnamese – Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese – Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh – ‘Rwy’n dy garu di
Yiddish – Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba – Mo ni fe



Ohne dich kann ich nicht leben. :')

Hek eleh nak pergi translate kat Google ah tu kan? -.- Hahaha.

Sunday, December 9, 2012


I WANT TO BE SOMEONE'S QUEEN OF HEARTS . 



That's my dream babeyh :)


but , still here nobody wants me at all . nobody . they always leave me .easy come easy go . Okay dah . so yeah lagi 5hari saya di Malaysia . still tak packing barang . tapi haihhh know what ? saya masih tertunggu-tunggu adakah si dia buat surprise for me ? huh jat ? adakah you buat surprise sebelum saya pergi ? semua kawan saya marah saya masih fikirkan tentang dirimu . entah la tak tahu kenapa . yaya yang baru kehilangan capik cepat je move on walaupun da couple 3tahun . and me cuma kawan rapat . hmm . you know I love you right ? hmmm

oh oh nak tahu tak ? shaza esok da start kerja dengan megazone dekat uda tu hah dulu kedai tu pustaka . jannah dengan atul pula dekat butik daun dekat angsana . and me ahaha lepas balik beijing la kot baru cari kerja . abah ni kejap bagi kejap tak , abah cakap lepas holiday baru kerja takpun adik duduk rumah jelah . hmm selamat bekerja ye kawan-kawan .

wehhh I really really rindu hawa . seriously . hihi


dude , please please buat surprise . I know you love me , maybe . hmmm
charleneeeeeee:

I love her.
 
ngawrrr lets cha cha .   

Friday, December 7, 2012

Snowflakes will come again, let the Sun take his turn

I've finally gone through SPM and life is, life is pretty awesome. I'm trying to make sure everyday I have after SPM is full and productive. I don't want to waste time. I want to have fun, or study for my license or just do something. Haih.

Just watched Breaking Dawn Part 2. I'm sorry but I think it was good. I guess cause it reminds me of you know, life. My life. Especially the memory/video montage of Bella and Edward. Edward Cullen looks good in this part of the saga by the way. Real good. And God. This movie just makes me feel like getting married, like falling in love. It just brings me back to last month last year . hmm . To what I had. Haha, it's so weird. I return home from the movie and it's still flashing memories of you, still the same. Still the same pathway, still the same. Just, not the same? I'm not sure. Nobody else would understand me right now. Nobody does. I just don't explain. I can't explain. How do I even? How do I explain this? I can't even explain it to myself.

I wanna fall in love again. I'm not going to for a while, I'm afraid. Heartbroken, I am but I'm healing so it's okay :)

However, my healing process isn't going so well if the bacteria is still attacking the wound, the scar, no? Do you know what I mean now? No, you don't but if you do, then I'm proud of you.

Haha, so let's see. Right now, I'm a hopeless romantic. Lol.Afina , you silly girl. Every girl is, aren't they? Haih. I just feel like singing right now. I miss singing so much right now. I wish I could share how it was to be in love but I can't because you can't explain this shit. Hahaha. Especially this shit cause this shit is some shit I've never ever been before. Hahahaha. Ugh. Cause every movie you watch, every song you listen to, every poem you read, you just think of one person because everything, just everything reminds you of the other person. Especially the shit I had to go through. Every road, every tree, every door, every movie we watch together . Haih, idiotic, I am. It was terribly painful a few months back. I had the urge to cry for every second. Now, I'm okay, the temptation to cry has lessen and decreased but I still am heartbroken. It's buried deep, deep inside of me. The broken pieces. I distract myself now, I just forget my heart for a while. I want these memories to fade and disappear. They have, maybe or maybe just hidden in some certain dark areas in my mind where I only take out if I look hard enough :)

I'm not sure if I'm regret or I'm glad.

I was definitely happy, though and people say, "Never regret being happy." But people say a lot of crap just to suit their stupid situations. There are billions of idioms which oppose and differ from another idiom from another state of the world. People talk to fit their cup of fucking tea, now don't they? Haha.

I've a lot of thoughts running through my mind lately. Thoughts on people, on the society, on stupid political issues and stupid wars and stupid reasons for wars. I think a lot on things I shouldn't, never on things I should. I dreamt of running away again, possibly a sign that I've been running away from my problems, lol.

I never use lol.

Goodnight, guys. Let's fill in December with greatness and joy. Screw the past 11 months.

Thursday, December 6, 2012



I look happy on the outside. But nah, my heart is not free. Pity me. 

 I will never forget the first time you told me you loved me. 

Uhm.. Why do I feel like every girl who flirts with you is not the right one for you? I know that she won't treat you right. I just know O: 

You cheated on me, lied to me, hurt me a million times, yet I still think you're the best I ever had .

I do miss you but im trying to let you go .

Kay I made it by myself . :(

Monday, December 3, 2012



Photobucket
"my heart is totally broken now"

FYI ,i listen to songs depends on what i feel at the moment .so if you want to know whether i'm okay or i'm not ,just see it through what song am i listening to at the time .And that's the reason why i don't have a favourite song .i DO have.. but i'll not like the song anymore when my feelings change . 
 
 
I know everything about your bullshit . Stop it la .

Sunday, December 2, 2012

 
Yes, a charm bracelet :D
I'm telling you now, so you will have so much time to buy it. Haha .
 
but hey , I need key necklace from someone I love and tell me that ' you telah buka hati I dan you lah kuncinya yang membuka hati I' okay then time tu jugak fina pengsan . hihi


this song can make me cry 

The day I didn't see you



Okay lets talk about bola  \. oh NO . know what ? yaya jumpe boo , this is killing me . nasib dari siang reject ajakan yaya suruh p stadium kalau tidak bagaimana keadaanku ?  salright , yaya bagi gambar semua , ya Allah rindunya , yaya cakap dia wangi lalu depan macam perempuan , ya Allah rindunya bau dia , rindunya nak peluk dia . I tell you Im crying bila yaya cerita all the things about him . I'm crying all over and kawan tengok je da dapat agak kenapa fina menangis . masa yaya bagitahu fina tengah main tennis and yeah sambung main tennis dengan pasrah dan mencurahkan airmataku . and and saya menang .


Saturday, December 1, 2012



He still looks gorgeous when he cries. When will you cry? I've always wanted to see you cry. But, people cry when they are hurt. I don't want to see you get hurt. So, I'd rather not see you cry.. Instead, I'll watch Charlie St. Cloud, where Zac Efron cries a lot, and imagine he's you. Well.. It's not that hard. I remember your face perfectly :D

I'm sorry boo . I'm really sorry, for everything I did that hurt you. I know the fact that sometimes I talk without thinking, you know. Hish I am sorry if my words hurt you :(

I don't wanna fight with you :(
Seriously. Hmmmmm you know that .. I love you, right? Well, you mean so much to me and I can't deny that you're all I think of now. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.

I AM SORRY. :(
I want things to be the way they were. A few hours ago, everything was okay but somehow .. Hmm I did something that hurt you. Dude, I'm sorry. You mean a lot to me. Come back :(

Knock-knock? :(

TAYLOR LAUTNER <3




A pictures says a thousand words ^^

I don't have to say ANYTHING , for you to understand what I'm saying !!!




Look at him XD he's gorgous !

Drop dead HOT & SEXY !!! 

Bless us all


Yes, again, This is my new blog. hihi actually I'm delete my older post .
This time though,I don't want any of my friends to know about it.  
Note that I have tried this numerous times and it hadn't worked in 
 the past but I want to make it serious this time. Well,  
I've said that numerous times too and yeah, It didn't work.BUT let me tell you 
 why I'm starting another blog, My mom and friend yaya wants me to start writing.  
Or in this case of what i'm obviously doing is typing.  
 So is that still considered as writing?
So i guess, this is my beginning <3